Once My Gal, Always My Gal

I remember how I was attracted to her. Then I walk out of my confort zone to initiate a talk. Its been 20 months plus since I asked for her hand. I told her "when I hold her hand, I hold her heart". Along the courtship days we had lots of fun. Dating her excites me. Her dress sense were among the best. Till today she's like my fashion consultant. We use to hang out a lot and we even agreed we to meet up every thursday no matter how busy we were.

Our honeymoon period soon ended, I realised its now both party should put in extra effort to keep the love ball spinning. And so, we tolerate and tolerate and tolerate...our tolaerance level went hay wired. We start to quarrel a lot. Passiveness stepped in, so we ended up fighting cold war. Recently, I was enlisted and the state of our relationship worsen. I think I hurt her...I am so guilty...We subtly agreed to stay out of each others' lives. But I only have her. Now, my status is someone special...Will there be a second chance ?